Friday, August 22, 2008

Ignore nonexistence.

It's too easy to pass by in life. Simple as it is to live. Take in a breath and imagine. Exhale and condemn the first thing you see. Punch your computer screen while screaming and seething with hatred. Make love to your furniture before someone else does. Wonder about the shrink wrap that tightens around your face and restricts your ability to... breathe... in... again. You inspire everyday and yet rarely think about it. Keep poisoning it for your kids. They'll do the same because they will be like you. They won't think about it. Everyday is dirtier than the last and yet it's so gradual that you can't really tell and sometimes it seems clearer and cleaner and breathe, you need to inhale now, you need to suck in that air, keep breathing and sucking, take it in, take all of it in, stick your face into your fucking exhaust pipe and breathe. Tell me what you taste. Tell me your blood isn't turning to poison. Tell me you can't breathe while you keep sucking it in. You keep killing us all because you refused to think about it when you breathe as you drive off that bridge escarpment. Don't stop. Accelerate but breathe as you do it. Go faster. Breathe faster. Deeper. Harder. Breathe like it's your last breath and... now relax.
Ahhhh!

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